Post by derek dwight stevenson on Jul 12, 2009 1:14:21 GMT -5
As I approached the twilight covered lake, the moon glaring down upon it, showed me my own reflection. Seeing my reflection, I switched my gaze upon a circular ripple in the water. Watching it spread across the lake. The moon seemed to be the only source of light to be found, because as I looked across the coarse skyline, the stars were nowhere to be found.
Finally realizing the speed at which I was walking towards the like, I slowed down to what could be called a turtles pace. Which, was more tiring than the pace I was at before. Of course I knew I wasn't "I gotta go to bed" tired, but perhaps tired of sleep itself. Or, now that I think about it some more, I'm just plain out exhausted, but I can't get to sleep. Seeing as feet couldn't stop moving, my thoughts flew in and out of my head, and my heart wouldn't stop pounding.
Perhaps it's not exhaustion, but heartbreak. But for what reason, and why at such a large cost? I haven't been in a meaningful relationship in months, no, years. Is my body finally telling me to slow down, and find someone real? A lot, of questions, but none of which I can't answer myself.
Unfortunately, my questions have been left unanswered as the time passed by.I figured it was some where around one or two now. But the doesn't really matter, I don't have any classes until after lunch today.
So I guess I'm stuck here by myself, laying on the damp crystallized freckles of glass upon the edge of the lake, hoping someone would come and answer all my questions.
Finally realizing the speed at which I was walking towards the like, I slowed down to what could be called a turtles pace. Which, was more tiring than the pace I was at before. Of course I knew I wasn't "I gotta go to bed" tired, but perhaps tired of sleep itself. Or, now that I think about it some more, I'm just plain out exhausted, but I can't get to sleep. Seeing as feet couldn't stop moving, my thoughts flew in and out of my head, and my heart wouldn't stop pounding.
Perhaps it's not exhaustion, but heartbreak. But for what reason, and why at such a large cost? I haven't been in a meaningful relationship in months, no, years. Is my body finally telling me to slow down, and find someone real? A lot, of questions, but none of which I can't answer myself.
Unfortunately, my questions have been left unanswered as the time passed by.I figured it was some where around one or two now. But the doesn't really matter, I don't have any classes until after lunch today.
So I guess I'm stuck here by myself, laying on the damp crystallized freckles of glass upon the edge of the lake, hoping someone would come and answer all my questions.